undervindication
Thinking a lot makes my hair turn white. Maybe that's why I have so much.

I often think of the mistakes that I've made, and while I've said that I don't believe in having any regrets, there are some things done out of immaturity, incapability, and even inexperience. While having regretted doing some of the things I've done, I don't think I would have known how to do things any other way, considering the person I was and the way I thought. I would love to say that I'm sorry, and that those mistakes will never be repeated, and they won't. But I know that I will make new mistakes, because I am unable to foresee things that I have seen to see, and learn things I have yet to be exposed to. When you are faced with a new situation, as I was then, then you would do your best to deal with it. And as much as I'd hate to say that it wasn't good enough, it really wasn't.

So I'm sorry for my immaturity, my ignorance and my inexperience. I'm sorry that, as a person, I have a tendency of being caught up in my own world and my own beliefs that, time and time again, are discovered flawed and revised. I'd like to think that I am becoming a better person as time passes, but I am still painfully aware of my inability to understand many things. I promise that I will continue to try.

Be assured, at least, that I feel the brunt of my mistakes, and that it does eat away at me as time passes. I hope that it gives you, at the very least, some form of satisfaction.