no matter how much I file my nails they won't go straight
Had just watched 10 things I hate about you on youtube. Watching disney cartoons have made me realize that there are a ton of wonderful movies available on Youtube (I blame Keith), and today it just occurred to me that I've heard about this movie, but I've never watched it. And since I have made it my goal to expose myself to as many things I've heard about but never watched/heard/seen, I went to watch it.

I really like Julia Stiles' character. I like how she's the unconvential teenage romantic comedy heroine. I mean, parts of the movie are super cliche or weird, but she's super likeable. Super cynical, smart (Sylvia Plaith ftw!) and a downright bitch. And though I seem to lean more towards her character's sister (gag), I'd like to be more like that. A bitch.

It'll be nice to be able to open your mouth and speak your mind to some guy whose face you don't like, or forget about the consequences and do the unconventional thing. Maybe that's what I need to get myself out of this hole I've put myself into. I mean, I can't feel comfortable only around you because I know you don't take my cynicism seriously. Why not just open my pie-hole (oh man I can't believe I typed piehole) and say some stupid things?

But at the end of the day, I know I won't. Because they are, like I said, stupid. Still its a nice idea to be free, and live out of sociological functionalist constraints, or even believe that it is possible (and that being a deviant doesn't count as contributing to society's make of life, when sadly it actually does).

I guess my extent of deviancy would be limited to living through Hollywood's 1999 attempt to create a money-making opportunity through an unexpected twist in a typical romantic comedy, that ends up more typical than unexpected. Apparently it is anchored in one of Shakespeare's plays too, which makes Shakespeare an accomplice, and therefore a bitch.

Boohoo.