So Apropos
Saw death on a sunny snow
For every life, forego the parable.
Seek the light, my knees are cold.
(Running home, running home)
Go find another lover;
To bring and- to string along.
With all your lies, you're still very lovable.
I toured the light, so many foreign roads
For Emma, forever ago.
about art.
Art is what you can get away with.

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NYR: be a better friend.
My anti-social tendencies are not doing well. I'm a little crippled, a little torn. I guess its time for a little confession, a little honesty. I think its time to mend a few relationships, and reflect a little.

Truth is, little by little, I've lost my faith in people. I was disillusioned. Because of a few, I began to think that everyone has a little agenda behind that smile, that when you close your eyes and begin to become comfortable with people, you lose the ability to realize that its easier and easier to treat you like you don't exist. I know so many people that once meant so much to me, and realizing that I didn't mean as much to them... It broke me. I stopped making relationships, began keeping to myself a lot more.

Somehow, my close friends, and a few significant others were able to slip through, and when I think about it, these are the people that matter the most to me. My dearest SC friends, Gabby, and Divinia have been so persistent in making sure I don't clam up completely whether they realize it or not, and they are the ones I think about when I lose faith in true friends. Especially Clarissa, my oldest and closest friend. I don't know what I'd do without you, and I'm so sorry about all the times I've hurt you or sidelined you. You deserve more in a best friend, and the fact that you still believe in me means the world to me.

And to everyone else, thank you. For even remembering me, thank you.

I miss you. I miss you all.
Posted on: Thursday, 4 February 2010
Posted at: 21:33