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So Apropos
Saw death on a sunny snowFor every life, forego the parable. Seek the light, my knees are cold. (Running home, running home) Go find another lover; To bring and- to string along. With all your lies, you're still very lovable. I toured the light, so many foreign roads For Emma, forever ago. |
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the barring.
Blog Locking. With perhaps a few updates here and there. Why? Because I have so many things I think I could or would say - but I rather not. No. Expression is irrelevant. What's important isn't what I feel anymore. Its what I study. Goodbye bloggie! I shall miss ya so. What to look forward to: My GP results 1 Oct: Econs 5 Oct: History 9 Oct: Lit 12 Oct: Maths My 39 days till Alevels. Its now or never. Ever. here's my way of saying...
 Whether this is my end or a new beginning I have no way of knowing: I have given myself over into the hands of strangers, because it can't be helped. And so I step up, into the darkness within; or else the light. child o' mine
I'm stressed. There, I admitted it. I'm not level-headed, clear-minded or in control. I am not a mature, independent person, nor am I able to handle all obstacles that come my way. I am as vulnerable as the person beside me, I am as helpless and as unstable as the rootless tree. I merely hold on to strength that does not exist, and I live my life with a facade of normalcy, even when inside I can hear them shattering. I feel like the word "crash". Within the expanse of the process, being slowly broken. Bit by bit, like flesh. And I am definitely not able to do this on my own. (I miss the friend I used to depend on when the storm hits. I miss how we used to be, before our own pride and arrogance divided us.) Perhaps confessing all these would help ease the burden, but I have little faith that it will. But nevertheless I need to. Perhaps more than I can explain. early in da morning
 This is the Beautiful Drumset we couldn't see on the Viva La Vida tour. I am sooo tired, and today is such a shitty day with a shitty timetable): Anyway... Clar: But they are hot! haha just shows how good the graphics are. I guess. Carine: mehh ): Alevels... Haha and YES. That's how weird my school is. We have white sock and shoes and everything. D: Haha cool. I'm sorry... but Who Are You? No more holidays....
Today's the last day of real rest I shall get before the Alevel rush. Thank god it has been a good rest, and even so productive (yes, I even studied a bit believe it or not). Truth be told, I feel amazing now, and if I were given the same feeling of freedom and motivation that I feel now in my studies, I think I'd be able to accomplish a lot. Which kind of means I have a bit of direction now. So here's a mental note to self: I already know I didn't do very well. So I'm not expecting to get much, except a stepping stone to alot more. Its just preliminary anyway. In other news: Beatles Rockband is out! If only I had rockband, I'd have a chance to play it. But it looks positively awesome. I especially liked this video of 'Back in the USSR' and "With a Little Help From My Friends", which looked really cute. Come on Beatles fans. You HAVE to love this. Btw I want my Beatles Records BACK. So here's to hopefully a new Term in school (and the last one I'll ever have), and teachers not picking on me because I honestly don't care if you can't see my socks, I'm in school to study, not to parade my fashion sense. So leave me alone and let me be bothered by more important things, like my grades???? pencil pusher please?
 Hahaha something to numb my brain a bit before I go to sleep. Got a bit cranky after I got home, probably with fatigue. But I ended up staying up this late. Ayyy. Soo something for my pencil dispenser. Thanks for putting up with my nonsense for so long, and providing me with an endless supply of pencils. SUN BLOCK is my new best friend
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See you after my day of fun in the sun people! Wow, its really bloody sunny out there. NO MORE PRELIMS
What I did once I got back from my LAST PRELIM EXAM. Made Toffee:  Yes, that's a piece of toffee. But since I had no corn syrup, it came out a little... crispy. Its yummy though! Put a bit of shaved milk chocolate onto the mix and it turned out like this chocolate-covered toffee thing (its on the underside, didn't show in the picture) Having Pizza for dinner Played games on miniclips. I swear its addictive like anything. Watched the rain. That'll be nice to sleep in (: Indulging in other... guilty pleasures....... mmmmm Whoot! Adventure time! (who cares about alevels anymore. LOL) where I may not be
but it ain't hard trying
baby you're not alone'cause you're here with me and nothing's gonna bring us down 'cause nothing can keep me from loving you and you know its true no matter what will be, our love is all we need to make it through Studying is tiresome, but music has revived me. I've been spending a bit of time thinking about the future. And I really envy people who know what they want to do in their life. To have no doubt in their abilities, or their lives. There was a point where I had no doubt that I would spend my life pursuing my passions - but passions became dreams that had little to no reality in it. But despite this little fear of uncertainty and the unknown, I guess love drives me to question. Sometimes you wonder how it is possible to fit in things you love into the life you'll eventually have, especially when lives are usually socially in a direct line. You get a stable job, you get attached, get married, have a few kids, start saving for your retirement plan. Perhaps it is wise that, in this life, I could take some risks. Forsake some "social necessities" to pursue my dream, and this goal I have in my life. Allow ourselves to live in uncertainty for awhile. Sometimes we forget that there is more to life than being able to predict our future. Because bottom line is - even if we try, we can't. Well. Time to study again. yes I have a list
 Okayyyyy guitarist of the moment (because mostly great guitarists seem to catch my eye LOL) is Darren Criss. P.S. Clar, this is the guy who plays Harry in the video you showed me (: http://www.myspace.com/darrencriss! weekend wah-lah
I. Scrapbook shops, vinyls, dancing on the streets, vintage everythings (:II. Yeah, I wish I had more time with friends. III. I know I may be changing. But I see nothing wrong with it. The way I see it, I know my worth. And its not being a pushover anymore. IV. I need some moneyyyy V. Plaza Singapura is plunged into CHAOS. Leaks and Fire alarms? What next? What life brings to our doorstep
Wednesday, 2nd September: General Paper Thursday, 3rd September: Economics 2, H1 Mathematics (AHHH!) Friday, 4th September: Literature 1 Friday, 11th September: History 1 Monday, 14th September: Economics 1 Wednesday, 16th September: Literature 4 |