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So Apropos
Saw death on a sunny snowFor every life, forego the parable. Seek the light, my knees are cold. (Running home, running home) Go find another lover; To bring and- to string along. With all your lies, you're still very lovable. I toured the light, so many foreign roads For Emma, forever ago. |
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choir still sucks.
I still believe that one of the saddest things people can feel is just hope that time will pass without them feeling it, that things will be over. Time is considered wasted. But I'm still glad that sometimes, time can slow down for you to appreciate the little things. Damn, I couldn't really sleep last night. I had this weird dream, which left the name "Adeline adeline adeline....!" echoing in my brain till 5. So technically, I managed to get 9/10 hours of sleep? Good Night, I mean Good Day. rant-ta-ta
SO TIRED. Other than that, I'm actually quite pleased with the fact that I HAVE started studying. Yay me. All I need to do now is discipline myself and brainwash myself so that if I don't study, I'll feel guilty. Its time, yoz. CTs in less than two weeks. I think. For a tired person, I'm actually very high. Maybe its because of the certain dinosaur that I'm talking to on MSN. The old man is growing senile. As am I, smaller and smaller into a child, as I look out the window glass and shake my head at the newlyweds and their spats. In other news, school's draining, choir's shit, and I just wanna hug all my J1s for a job well done! (: And something small... On the topic of Contortionists on MSN S: but they can go into all sorts of crazy positions? L: yeahh L: that's why most guys find it sexy L: somehow S: >.> L: heehee family star
Finally got my sis and jasper to try the peanut butter cups last night! Timeless as usual.As my sister quietly put the box back into the fridge (because of their diet), you can see Jasper through the kitchen door window with his rockstar face and his silent "YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" Guess he liked it. Haha. Anyway, we're awaiting the arrival of our little princess Teh, who is due to arrive in a week or so! So scary and exciting! Though baby cries do give me a headache. But I guess I'll force myself to make do, with the prospect of a cute baby crawling around and dressing her up in little frocks and accessories. Suddenly, I can't wait till she pierces her ears so I can buy her earrings and bring her shopping. Sigh. Now I know what my sisters felt like. another motherf- singing proud
  Someone tell me if they see a resemblance. Freeeaky. there's the watershed
OH MY GOODNESS there are two Friday the 13ths this year! I'm really amused how the mathematical wonder of a calendar can come up with such adorable patterns (if you're as mad as me to call maths adorable). Shit I need to start studying for real. snoring monkees
I'm so shit-ass tired that I fell asleep rather awkwardly so many times, once in choir ON MY FEET (luckily no one noticed) and the second watching soccer vids in my room with Spence. Though me falling asleep while watching soccer isn't a rare event, sadly. Damn, I'm so sleep my legs gave way while giving someone a hug. Tomorrow is lit night! I'm so glad its going to be over so I can sleep in peace. And I saw her face, now I'm a believer. I don't care what you say. I like this song. being in the civil defense.
Something straight off facebook. "I can imagine this scene. Liang: Don't worry dear! Everythings alright! Woman stuck in a burning building: What are you talking about?! I'm on fire! L: Just stop drop and roll! Look, see! (liang rolls around the floor happily) Now you try!" Hahahaha I love you clar honey. You know me too well. Anyway I'm so happy I HAVE A FUNKY ROLLING STONES SHIRT. I swear everytime I wear it I'll start singing "She's A Rainbow". Plus, its really interesting talking about "I used to think you were..."s. Like how I used to think you were the creepiest person ever, and I was scared of you because I thought you were hitting on me. Or first impressions, like the first thing I thought when I met you for the first time was "Woah, those are big eyes". cracking, lacking.
One song, one last refrainI'm just tired now. I need to do so much, to study, to be there for all those who need me. But I'm tired. Mentally, Physically. I just want to shut the world down for a moment to breath. And somehow, I can't take this big house in the middle of the night. Its too overwhelming. Too many empty spaces. how do you figure a last year on earth?
Trusting desire, starting to learn Walking through fire without a burn bringing our shoulder, a leap begins Stinging and older, asleep on pins. Who knows? Here goes. strangely amusing
 Guess what day it is! in an evening
I want to sing. I want to run into the rain and laugh, knowing that you're watching me. I want to write a song for you, and sing it for you everyday. Its not a love song, or a dedication. Its a YOU song. Its a song of joy, of contentment, of knowing where you belong. Its the shade of bright turquoise in the grey, its the misty white in the shimmering sunlight. And as I am, childlike and innocent, knows nothing more than knowing how to belong, in arms. And together, we're a part of the most beautiful song. in need for more soma
I love my aunt and all, but sometimes her care and concern is rather misplaced. When I came home feeling like shit, I walked past her having lunch in my living room (as she usually does on weekdays). She was the only person I met when I came home, and I was rather out of energy to walk over and have a little chat with her, or explain shit. I just wanted to stop moving.Aunt: Are you ok? Me: Yeah. I'm just going to go sleep now. Simple, right? But that simple interaction leads to something more... when I'm sleeping. Sister (shakes me awake): Hey, hey. Are you ok? Are you ok? (starts feeling me for a fever) Me: (Annoyed) Mm...Yeah... Sister: Do you want to eat anything? Water? Me: No, I've eaten. I just want to sleep. Sister: Oh ok. Sleep, sleep. And a little later... Maid: (shakes me awake) Liang, liang. Are you ok? You sick ah? Me: (More annoyed) I'm ok. I just want to sleep... Maid: Sure not? Want to eat something? Drink some water? Me: No... I just want to sleep. Maid: Sleep ah? Me: Yes... Haha. My extended family and their wonderful ability to spread worry and concern to others (as impeccable as their timing is). Its one of those laugh and cry moments, honestly. Starting from next monday, I'm going to bring a bottle of chewable vitamin Cs to class and eat them at random intervals like sweets. I'll label it my soma. Healthy soma. “Was and will make me ill, I take a gram and only am." Sleep All Day (and I'm Still sleeping)
1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS! And because I want to, I'll have a purely Jason one. Mine. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? Older Lover Undercover WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? After An Afternoon But there's something in the way you laugh And it makes me feel like a child Aspects of life they confuse me You and your thesis amuse me Oh, after and afternoon with you And your rich brown eyes Your lips and dark hair Elbows and exposed knees tossing toward the ceiling After an afternoon HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Sleeping to Dream "I'm sleeping to dream about you I'm so tired of having to live without you but I don't mind. Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired." WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Too Much Food WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? You and I Both "Cause You and I Both Loved And others only dream of the love I love." WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? I'm Yours (nuff' said) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? Lucky WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Love Is Real Oh, love is real it is not just in poetry and stories It is truth and it will follow you everywhere you go from now on So if you just cast all off your doubts then your lips would answer for you Oh, my darling when you smile it is like a song I can hear it now WHAT IS 2+2? You and I Both (again?) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Galaxy "The galaxy that lived inside your eyes was in need of a brand new shining light." WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Tonight, Not Again Lovely. (You'll have to listen to the whole song to understand) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Sleep All Day and we knew it was time to take a chance here and time to compromise our lives just a little while and it was time for all the wrong reasons but time is often on my side and I give it to you tonight and we sleep all, sleep all day, sleep all, we sleep all day over again WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? Rocket Man WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? GEEK IN THE PINK I don't care what she might think about me You can vibe without me if you want I could be the one to take her home Baby we could rock the night alone WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? The Boy's Gone "Be so happy the way you are Be so happy that you've made it so far Go on be happy, please be happy now" WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? Curbside Prophet WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Butterfly (The sexiest song that could be played at a Funeral) "I'm your pole, and all you're wearing is your shoes... Sister you've got it on" WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? Life Is Wonderful WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? 10,000 Motherfuckers (This is THE LOL moment) "We can be 10,000 mother fuckers singing proud, Sing out glory, glory, glory, glory, hallelu.. Yea, that'll do," WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? Common Pleasure HOW WILL YOU DIE? Mr Curiosity WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? On Love, In Sadness Oh love it's a brittle madness, I sing about it in all my sadness It's not falsified to say that I found god so inevitably well, It still exists pale and fine. I can't dismiss And I won't resist and if I die well at least I tried WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? Curbside Prophet (LIVE) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? Plane "I'm leaving your town again and I'm over the ground that you're spinning And I'm up in the air, so baby hell yeah Well honey I can see your house from here If the plane goes down, damn. I'll remember where the love was found" WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED? Better "It only gets better Maybe its better this way..." damn. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? A Curbside Prophet (another LIVE version) Because it keeps playing, perhaps. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? Only Human IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? Dreamlife of Rand McNally WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW? If It Kills Me "Well all I really wanna do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me" WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? Sleep All Day (might as well) shit.
Ugh. I feel sick and heady. Plus it doesn't help that I keep reading the same sentence in History Tutorial but I just can't digest it. I'm in such a horrible mood now because I'm tired tired like anything, but I know all this is my fault. I'm going to sleep. Its 10pm. But I SWEAR I'll find a way out. Still gives me the shivers, it does. O shylock
If you prick us do we not bleed?If you tickle us do we not laugh? If you poison us do we not die? And if you wrong us shall we not revenge? I can't believe I'm not sleeping because of this. of course, of course, of course
As random as declarations of love go, I wanna say that I really appreciate my friends. Especially all of you in CJC, you guys are making going to "that hell" a little better everyday. And MONICA! My fellow party organizer! I love you (: Currently, I am very tired, and I have an odd feeling like I'm going to get very very sick very soon. My throat, for example is acting up, and I'm getting the sniffles. Explains my poor health nowadays, hopefully once I get this BIG BANG out of the way I can study in peace. Though if I were to get sick, it would complete this terrifying circle and the prediction that Spence and I had! No no, can't get sick. If that happens, we might as well get married. LOL. I miss you so much I'm going nuts. "the grin"
This is me giving you an evil grin. Cancel that, not evil. Its a grin of self-preservation, of pride, of confidence, of invincibility. This is me giving that grin, and saying to your face that I am right, and I am always right. Metaphorically, of course. Something about growing up is that you get these epiphanical (me, I coined that) moments, where you realize something, or understand something. Its not always something you can easily put in words, and it could easily be something many people have said to you many times, but only understand literally. An epiphany occurs like blocks falling into slots, sliding in perfectly without friction, without gaps. There's an uneasiness of a new beginning, but there's a pride and silent ecstasy of realization. And, where you least expect it, there is a little fear, where you repeatedly tell yourself "This is something you must not remember. Never look back." The pillar of salt becomes your biggest fear in that one moment. But you know, life just keeps moving. I'm so glad you called. I wish you were here. You and that goofy grin of yours. I'm not gonna live for you, die for you
CCA Bazaar was tiring. I have not been in such a bad mood for awhile, not since the Public Transport Guy was so blatantly unapologetic about some system error with my EZlink card eating my money, and even raised his voice at us when we were obviously upset about it (I mean, you're offering a service here). People, sometimes I get so sick of people. Its the kind of pissed off when I just don't feel like saying anything, raising my voice or doing anything. Once I got home, I grabbed the Dublin Mudslide from my freezer and ate until I tasted the alcohol (which wasn't too many spoons after), then I plopped myself in front of my telly and watched Stormrider until after dinner. Sometimes people can be so narrow-minded about things. So much that they make quick assumptions, or insensitive observations, and somehow decide to take the authority to shoot you down. Why? I'm not quite sure. But its infuriating when hardwork and credit's not noticed (especially when you're given little to work with), or even without understanding the situation fully, make a completely unjustified stand and pushes it right into my face (or anyone's face in fact). If you want to be respected, earn respect. Don't act like you already have it, like you're omnipresent and omnipotent. Perhaps I take things too harsh, but it is a big deal to me that people should be a little more sensitive to the most basic forms of ettiquette, or simply acting decently to people. Sheesh. But what the hell. I shut up, and just went around hugging my dear dear friends. Thank you so much for the hugs guys. Now its time for History Revision and elsewhich. I wish I could just curl up in a little ball in my comfy bed and stay there, instead of going for double GP. I'm sure those guys will make a perfect fit.
For some reason, I've been visiting Sara's blog via Monica's blog for awhile (Monica's linked to Sara's), and I finally decided it was tres silly and decided to link her myself! Plus, I'm a little annoyed. One, because I have no idea what to do with my hair, and two, because of something else that I rather not speak of (I mean, what the hell is your problem?) I have Beatles in Vinyl now! I'm super excited, I wanna put them on my wall. But I need to find a good way to do it so as to not affect the quality of the vinyl, or its safety. Imagine falling vinyls in my room. A heart shattered *piang*. Plus I'm wondering what to do with the space where the super abstract red print is in my room. Maybe I should try to paint something. But I'm too lazy to work on it. CCA BAZAAR TODAY. Burr. Annoyedannoyedwasteoftime. don't like history tutorials
Laugh and cry, cry and laugh. God, this is priceless. free bird!
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