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Saw death on a sunny snowFor every life, forego the parable. Seek the light, my knees are cold. (Running home, running home) Go find another lover; To bring and- to string along. With all your lies, you're still very lovable. I toured the light, so many foreign roads For Emma, forever ago. |
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I have NO idea if anyone even reads my blog (because I have random people I meet suddenly pop up saying they've read my blog, but I receive NO tags). But in the light that I may have... more innocent or conservative readers, I have taken it upon me to censor my previous angry post. But rather than add the *** or !@£%^ or even the widely know *beep!*, I have decided to add some creativity to my censoring. And yes, the tomato is a fruit. So exciting! I can't wait for my next angry post now. Perhaps I'll move backwards into the main course. Today's random note to self (random because I usually don't blog about my note-to-selfs): Always EAT before mass PE or suffer my inability to puke properly when my body wants to dispense horrible liquids. Ok. Too much info. Oh, and I've added Twitter! To those who have no idea what twitter is, its basically this blog-like thing that allows you to update about little things you've done in your daily life like "cleaned my room", "stuffed myself with many pineapple tarts!" or "ooh-lah-lahed with my *ahemahem!*" Knowing some of you are so fond of blogging because of that allowance to just tell everyone what you did during the day, and those blog-surfers who just want to keep in touch with your friend's lives while we slave away on Olevels, Alevels, Jobs and God knows what else. Kind of like the facebook status thing, except this is exclusively for that, plus your friends on Twitter are updated regularly, kind of like a little community just to find out what other people are doing. Oh, and its handphone accessible too. If you're wondering why I'm promoting this thingy: 1. I'm really bored and I have too much energy. 2. My brain is dead so I can't write about something that involves brainpower (yes, I can write without brain power) 3. Its really sad to Twitter alone. rawr.
WE ARE WHO WE WERE WHENCOULD HAVE BEEN LOVERS BUT AT LEAST YOU'RE STILL MY DAY LATE FRIEND. Anberlin in the morning's still the best. I think a little nostalgia's already getting me cranky. *hops around* what will I do without you?
I am [apple] pissed off. I've lost my [banana] MC. Bad enough I can't just go and replace it now (its the middle of the night) and I couldn't do it this afternoon (choir), Mr [blueberry]'s going to give me [cherry] detention. Well, at least if he spares me his [tomato] yelling. Bad enough I can't find the [grape] thing. [mango] waste of time. whatcha wanna know?
Rules:Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 17 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you! Shit I've been tagged. (Curses Carine) But I refuse to tag people. I don't know 17 people who blogs regularly! 1. I'm suppose to be working on my History Tutorial, but I'm blogging instead. 2. Someone's going away for 2 and a half weeks come tomorrow and I'm already feeling the cramps. (oww) 3. I have a Grade 4 ABRSM Merit in singing. 4. I don't sing like I have a Grade 4 ABRSM in singing (in fact worse. ><) 5. My life long dream is to be in a band. Sucks. 6. I never finished Sophie's World. 7. I have acute Spenceritis, only cured by acute depression (its a case of picking the lesser of the two evils, really) 8. I detest MTV for taking my Jason Mraz and spreading him to the world (I saw him first!) 9. I get hurt easily (physically). 10. Cargo pants used to be my staple clothing. With my punk belt and "fuck me" bracelets. 11. I'm extremely shy (no, no I really am). 12. I used to think Carine was the most annoying thing on this planet. I was wrong. (sorry dear!) 13. Harry Potter gave me friends. 14. My English actually sucks (the only reason why everyone thought it was good is because the Lit teachers liked me, and I liked Lit), but I pick at other people's English. 15. I'm a CAPper! (that was such a looooooong time ago. 16. I hate it when people lose my stuff. I forgive them when they pay me back (I know, I'm horrid) 17. I'm very VERY forgetful. Shit. 18. I also forgot that I suppose to type 25. Damn. 19. My school's uniform is apparently fireproof. 20. I want an DSLR but I don't know what I'll do with it. 21. I'm gonna hang some Beatles records on my wall! 22. I like hugs alot more than most people - in fact I survive on them. 23. I swear alot more in my head than people know. 24. I hope I'm as hot as my sister when I hit 30. 25. I'm a nerd dating a jock. How strangely Americanized. oh well, well oh!
Never get sick of this. If only I could stay on the high this song puts me on. Happy Chinese New Year dears! Anyway, here's the photos so far!       Sigh. And tomorrow's a little sad day. Plus, I accidentally burnt my knee with an iron, so there's a little red scar there now (because I didn't bother to look for meds). its cny, and I stole your nuts.
Ah the cute whimpering, the love for nuts, the disco music, the unintentional infliction of pain, and the betrayal de flying squirrel. Happy Chinese New Year, le petite padawan. May I bless ye with many many red envelops endowed with cold, hard cash. just shoes.
The AMAZING Shoe Design Quest. Our quest to make the FUNKIEST, FUNNIEST, FUNNEST (ahem), F***ING BEST shoes ever. 1. Buy White Canvas Shoes.     2. Find a comfy bench and DECORATE!      End result photos coming soon! blue suede shoes
As we consider the road that unfolds before us, we remember with humble gratitude those brave Americans who, at this very hour, patrol far-off deserts and distant mountains. They have something to tell us today, just as the fallen heroes who lie in Arlington whisper through the ages. We honor them not only because they are guardians of our liberty, but because they embody the spirit of service; a willingness to find meaning in something greater than themselves. And yet, at this moment - a moment that will define a generation - it is precisely this spirit that must inhabit us all. For as much as government can do and must do, it is ultimately the faith and determination of the American people upon which this nation relies. It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levees break, the selflessness of workers who would rather cut their hours than see a friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours. It is the firefighter's courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke, but also a parent's willingness to nurture a child, that finally decides our fate. Funny how an act of kindness, the simplest, most uncomplicated task can find its way into the speech of the 44th President of USA, and how it can so easily be the solution to change the course of history - if the citizens of the USA, or citizens of the world choose to listen. And just because I love this song (thanks to shane, eh) - And they asked me if I would -- Do a little number And I sang with all my might And she said -- "Tell me are you a Christian child?" And I said "Ma'am I am tonight" have fun.
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the webevangelism of webevangelism
Hello! school is tiring, but at least my motor's still running (in one way or another). Its amusing to see different people reacting to the start of school in different ways on their blogs. I'm one of those lazy people who really really needs to catch up on her revision Oo. But I refuse to put aside keeping track of some of my friends lives. But Carine's put down her blog again! I am so sad. Blog people. Its good for you! In other news, I never thought I'd be so excited to do homework. Lit in particular. Gosh, I'm such a nerd. There are, perhaps, whom passion gives a grace, Ah. There's nothing like the notion that love never dies, but fuses with a self. I love you. I think I'm still burning calories
WHAT THE HELL I HAVE A THREE HOUR BREAK TOMORROW. Sigh. So suckish. Today is Obama's Inauguration. Though its a great great event, I'm far too sleepy to stay up as I wished. I mean, it starts in 2 hours. I know I'm horrible, but tonight's non-studying for me. I'm catching up on my beauty sleep. Maybe I'll youtube for it later. Sigh. All the best, Obama. 3am and I'm still awake...
Nope. Its only 1am. But I'm still awake. I think I'm screwed for tomorrow. Migraine central here I come. In other news, my study desk is FINALLY clean! Which is the reason for my sleeping at 1am I guess. Something someone calls Inertia. I threw away my beautiful Olevel notes today (finally). Somehow, it was a very bittersweet moment, because I spent alot of time organizing those notes into beautiful perfection (which is alot from a dirty person like me) and I was hoping to pass it onto someone who would be able to appreciate the beauty of well-compiled notes. Butbut, because of the syllabus change I don't think my notes are as useful. It is time to throw away the past and let go. Also, I have no space. I finally threw away my old PC (byebye slowpoke!) and my old lamp, and I am going to donate my old textbooks somewhere. My brother's moved the router out of my room so I have legroom now! Hence, a fairly new, emptier room. 4 empty drawers to fill, a stretch of table space to take up. How fun. I am playing The Showdown at 1am in the morning. Lol. My future niece is gonna hate her crazy aunt for disturbing her sleep. Heh. I love the whole world, its such a brilliant place.
I seem to have the best medical luck. I woke up today with a locked jaw. Yep. At least it allowed me to speak, but eating is really weird, and I can't talk to much, or I'll start changing all my "th"s to "ss"s. Which is what happened, when I said "mouse specialiss" instead of "mouth specialist." I can't even fit my toothbrush in without a little wriggling. Sigh. Oh, and my family decided to have a Magnum night. I hope there's till a bar left for me when this goes away. Annoying watching people open WIDE and BITING their icecream. AHHHHHH. Or maybe I should just hope that I can even open my mouth tomorrow. Sigh. Well, at least some things today made me much happier, one of which is the video above. Discovery Channel is wonderful. Especially the advertisement. Boom De Yada, Boom De Yada... la la la la
Stolen from Carine. Sigh. Dinner time.001. Real name → Teh Liang Hwei 002. Nickname(s)→ Liang. 003. Star sign → Virgo 004. Male or female → Female 005. Elementary → SCGS 006. Middle School → SCGS 007. High School → CJC 008. Hair color → Black - brown - white 009. Long or short → Long. 010. Loud or Quiet → Quiet mostly. 011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans 012. Phone or Camera → Phone. 013. Health freak → NO. I'm too lazy to be one. *hides in shame* 014. Drink or Smoke? → Drink. 015. Do you have a crush on someone? → OMIGOSHYES. *snickers* 016. Eat or Drink → Eat. 017. Piercings → Four on my ears. 018. Tattoos → Nope. one of the ankle would be cool. Or a tattoo ring... Hm. HAVE YOU EVER? 019. Been in an airplane→ Yes. 020. Been in a relationship → Yes. 021. Been in a car accident → Not really. I don't think so. 022. Been in a fist fight → Nope. FIRSTS: 023. First piercing → Six? Seven? On my ears. 024. First best friend → My nephew I would think. I think. 025. First award → Primary 2. Good Progress Award. Because I fell asleep for my midyears. 026. First crush → Sherman from Kindergarten! 028. First vacation → Don't remember... LASTS: 029. Last person you talked to → Brother. "What are you watching?" 030. Last person you texted → Spence. 031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with → Eh... Spence I think? Oh yeah, Australia. 032. Last food you ate → One banana 033. Last movie you watched → Australia. Ahaha. 034. Last song you listened to → *checks Itunes* We are One Tonight, Switchfoot. 035. Last thing you bought → Stupid Pasta that made me sick. 036. Last person you hugged → Brother, this morning. FAVES: 037. Food → Chocolate Covered Rasins. 038. Drinks → Mmm. Lime Juice. 039. Clothing → My striped shorts! (: 040. Books → The Lovely Bones, Alice Sebold 041. Musics → Acoustics. Jason Mraz! Nizlopi! 042. Flower → red roses and GIANT sunflowers! Haha. The happy kind. 043. Colors → Red and Yellow. 044. Movies → Elizabethtown. 045. Positions → OH. 046. Subjects → Maths, Lit. IN 2008..... I 047. [ ] kissed in the snow 048. [ ] celebrated Halloween 049. [X] had your heart broken 050. [X] went over the minutes on your cell phone 051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation 052. [ ] came out of the closet 053. [ ] gotten pregnant 054. [ ] had an abortion 055. [X] done something you've regretted 056. [X] broke a promise 057. [X] hid a secret 058. [X] pretended to be happy 059. [X] met someone who changed your life 060. [X] pretended to be sick 061. [X] left the country 062. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it 063. [X] cried over the silliest thing 064. [X] ran a mile 065. [X] went to the beach with your best friend(s) 066. [ ] stay single the whole year (ahem) CURRENTLY: 067. Eating → Nothing. 068. Drinking → Water. 069. I'm about to → Go for a wedding. 070. Listening to → Of Wolves and Angels (anthem of the insomniac), by Kiros. 071. Plans for today → Wedding dinner (carine I didn't need to change your answer!) 072. Waiting for → My own personal trip back to Margaret River. YOUR FUTURE: 073. Want kids? → Yes. 074. Want to get married? → Yes. 075. Careers in mind → No Ideas. My career's a blur. Sigh. WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRLS/BOYS? 076. Lips or eyes → Eyes. (brown!) 077. Shorter or taller? → At least the same height I guess. 078. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneously romantic(!) More spontaneous than romantic though. Haha. 079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Arms! 080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive. 081. Hook-up or relationship → oh gosh. any of them. 082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → troublemaker over hesitant. hahaha. HAVE YOU EVER: 083. Lost glasses/contacts → YES. oops. 084. Ran away from home → Yeah. I chickened out and no one realized I was gone. 085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Nope. I'm scared of knives. 086. Killed somebody → Nope. 087. Broken someone's heart → Yes. 088. Been arrested → No. 089. Cried when someone died → I think so, don't remember. DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 090. Yourself → Yes. 091. Miracles → Yes. 092. Love at first sight → Perhaps. Not for me though. 093. Heaven → Yes. 094. Santa Claus → No. 095. Sex on the first date → No. 096. Kiss on the first date → Yes. ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes. 098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Yes. I think. No. 099. Do you believe in God → Yes. 100. This is the 100th and last. → Said a thousand legged worm, as he gave a little squirm... the first stage of my expectations
Last Night's pasta made me feel so so weird. First thing I did this morning was run to the toilet... and... well. People NeverNEVER have the miso mushroom pasta at pastamania. Good thing, I FINALLY finished my Great Expectations. Of course, the way I read, I'll have to reread it again, but at least I got the main story into me. Currently I still think Dickens is still the best writer of his century, possibly because I much prefer it to the chicklit of that time, namely Jane Austen and the Bronte Sisters. I love Estella's character, the charismatic, rather sexy temptress as the love interest, yet under the surface a pain that is supressed time and time again, the pain felt from having your life tampered and (for lack of a word with the same degree) screwed around with for the interests (namely revenge) of the only one you could really trust to love you. Miss Havisham is most interesting, a clear symbolism of grief and pain that is never let go. Oh, Wemmick's cute. Funny how a man can create more likeable women characterisations. Except Elizabeth Bennet, of course. you know who you are.
 Love. secret heart, what are you made of?
 Horror of horrors! The Jason Mraz tickets for march have been sold out! Spence and I came out of Esplanade pretty much dejected. Funny thing, we were walking out and I was stoning, feeling a little disappointed, and I only actually realized that I was pouting the whole way out when Spencer pointed it out to me! How funny not knowing how your face is working when you're stuck inside your mind. Ah well, Jason's just another awesome act now (the rest of singapore can have him now that he's famous!) and we'll just sit around and hope for another great act. Maybe we'll watch Brian McKhight. Hehe. Well, I've been bored stiff at home with my stupid dizzy spells (bet no one in school realized I was gone muahahaha) but I'm back and ready to burn down the school! (figure of speech) Ugh. I need a liedown. busybusybusy
Oh, and time moves on like a train,That disappears into the night sky. Lol. Nothing much to say really. Who knew that I'd be so bored blogless?  iang | (oh) yeah. says: (8:17:14 PM) boo. liang | (oh) yeah. says: (8:17:21 PM) ahahahahahaha what is that ' Riné Seraphica ♠ Beauté Mathématique says: (8:17:24 PM) boosha ' Riné Seraphica ♠ Beauté Mathématique says: (8:17:27 PM) the blonde girl is you ' Riné Seraphica ♠ Beauté Mathématique says: (8:17:30 PM) the black haired one is me ' Riné Seraphica ♠ Beauté Mathématique says: (8:17:31 PM) HAHAHAHAH liang | (oh) yeah. says: (8:17:35 PM) awww you don't like me? ' Riné Seraphica ♠ Beauté Mathématique says: (8:17:42 PM) i kick you! liang | (oh) yeah. says: (8:17:46 PM) awwwwww liang | (oh) yeah. says: (8:17:52 PM) too bad I'm still happier than you liang | (oh) yeah. says: (8:17:58 PM) watch me smile and twinkle! ' Riné Seraphica ♠ Beauté Mathématique says: (8:17:58 PM) haha very obviously ' Riné Seraphica ♠ Beauté Mathématique says: (8:17:58 PM) HAHAH ' Riné Seraphica ♠ Beauté Mathématique says: (8:18:02 PM) you fairy liang | (oh) yeah. says: (8:18:03 PM) *twinkletwinkle* ' Riné Seraphica ♠ Beauté Mathématique says: (8:18:13 PM) look at the dark aura i exhibit liang | (oh) yeah. says: (8:18:15 PM) uh huh. Imma fairy princess. liang | (oh) yeah. says: (8:18:28 PM) I sprinkle fairy dust on you! the first day of school and...
Today sucks. It just sucks. Oh, forget it. just had to, you womanizer.
Here's a deep, dark secret of mine. I like Britney's Womanizer. I also like All American Rejects. So, enjoy you music junkies! repetition, capitalizing and bolding creates emphasis.
SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW. *panics* Ok. I guess its time to just get this over and done with. Be Thick-skinned and nothing else. Priorities, priorities. 1. Studies. 2. Responsibilities. 3. People (Family, Friends and Mr Stumpy.) 4. Everything else. I swear I will get my As or die. DIE. I think the last thing I want to be doing now is to be evaluating my goals for the year, but I guess I'd rather start somewhere small, like clearing out my room and finishing my homework, which I will start on TONIGHT, and perhaps for the rest of the year. Holidays 2008/2009 were probably mostly spent growing up, and opening my eyes. In some words, you can say "growing a new skin". And I'd confidently say I'm better, much better than before (: So the last day of the holidays was spent RUNNING ERRANDS =.=" Went to chinatown to shop for CNY decor for the house (which I need to get done before my dad gets back on sat). I still have some to run this week, so I'll be busybusybusy. But, as a compensation, I had Spencer the Super Shopping Buddy with me! (seriously he's mucho fun to shop with) And I saw many lovely things, got very high and bought THE BEST SHOES IN THE WORLD. My brother's first impression of them was this - Bro: Its so RED! Yep. That's the best thing about them. So even though school starts tomorrow, after I finish up my homework tonight, I can sleep in ease knowing my BEST SHOES IN THE WORLD are waiting to be worn in its little Zara bag. I think with School starting, the blog shall be revived. That seems to be the trend, innit? Certainly wouldn't want to lose track of my friends amidst the work. Sigh. Keep in touch keep in touch. I only have a quarter of what you have.
Only because I am bored, and I read Sara's blog. 6 Unimportant Things About Me 1. I hug a bunny called Moxie to sleep. It was a christmas present from my brother, and I swear its the softest, cushiest soft toy around. Plus I think its adorably ugly, which is a plusplusplus. 2. I love Hugs. Too much. Because everyone just doesn't understand. ): 3. I know what HipHop Folk is. And I love it! 4. I get bored easily. Which sucks. Makes everyone think I'm perpetually sleepy. 5. My boyfriend currently has 8,000 songs in his music library. And I want them all (well, most of it. I haven't listened to 6/7 of them). 6. I listen to AC/DC and no one knows. I'm ON THE HIGHWAY TO HELL *DUMDUM* HIGHWAY TO HELL. Ok. Time to get ready for church. Something else on the materialistic list - An IPOD CLASSIC PLEASE. we're both little people, and you like it that way
Well. No no no School is not starting. I do not have a !@#!@ pile of UN notes to sort through. Sigh. I guess I better start on that today. Visited col@c for the first time in a few months, and realized that our whole account has been wiped out due to the hols. System reboot? Just like our brains perhaps. Except I think our brains will crash the moment we enter school. *BOOM* Now excuse me while I collect my materialistic thoughts.  Strangely enough, that's it. Most other stuff are just stuff I actually do need. Like more pants. Somehow, I've lost my will to go out alone. Its just so damn depressing. Can anyone come CNY shopping with me?? muchmuchmunch.
HAHA OMGOSH. hungry. Meh.
 And so its Chinese New Year once more. My dad just put me solely in charge of decorating the house for the occasion, and it feels odd, very odd (mainly because of the amount of moolah I have on me now). Well, in other news, I'm so lazy to do so much. Study, Blog, etc. My stomach is giving me weird problems, which I hope will go soon (because the queasy feeling is just annoying). Weird dreams are galore, from handcuffing myself as a metaphor for being too attached to people in order to get closer to them (much like what I do to the characters in Sims) and somewhat to the Love Language of Quality Time (which I think I have), to the dream last night that I kept waking from and going back to sleep to return to the same dream, to a dream in a dream about getting back into something which turned out to be annoying like anything. Maybe if I like you enough and you ask, I'd tell you. Now, its just so amusing to keep it to myself. Me and my crazy dreams. Sigh. Something I've not been lazy to do though, is to fix up with is my music. With a definite goal of "SPENCER'S MUSIC LIBRARY" of what, 7 thousand odd wonderful wonderful songs so far? I think? Its like some sea of wonderful stuff you can just dive into, or according to him, "Listen to it for a whole Maybe by the time I hit 20, I'll be around there too. when was the last time I used windows?
Happy New Year peoples. I'm currently at Divi's place! (: The grand, gracious hostess has decided to allow me a roof over my head and a DVD before my eyes this first day of the year. And since it is the first day of the year, it calls for an odd way of referring to the self, or the person typing this blogpost (technically me). A chance to take a breather and comtemplate life as a whole, perhaps feel a bit sad, perhaps scared, and very excited. Maybe life will take a turn for the better. Too many mistakes made this year. I think its time to step up, and look beyond.... And the rant goes on in my brain. Or the self's brain. I can't think straight. I do love you all though. Tremendously. I hope you don't forget that. |