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Saw death on a sunny snowFor every life, forego the parable. Seek the light, my knees are cold. (Running home, running home) Go find another lover; To bring and- to string along. With all your lies, you're still very lovable. I toured the light, so many foreign roads For Emma, forever ago. |
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When you're too lazy to come up with your own artistic, poetic charm. Eh.    And it takes the cake. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year you boobs. I mean, lovely "boobs like a da vinci". We could make Love ExtraOrdinary. We could make Life ExtraOrdinary. lay down by me
 Dream and then do Dream and then do What our quiet heart tells us to So tired... It actually does feel like my face is gonna plop right off the neck. Oh. Sorry for the bad imagery. Happy Christmas Eve. Heh. Tomorrow is one hell of a day, because I've given up. Mostly. Means people tomorrow won't be getting christmas gifts. Sorry you guys... :( They'll be a bit late. I hope you guys don't mind. And btw, I'm the one with the weird purple scarf sticking out on my butt. In the picture I mean. an incredible mess!
 It's a disaster. It's an incredible mess. But it's all we've got now. fwa. hahaha Yes yes I know its anti-climatic. That's why I like it. Let me put my love into you babe! Oops. Haha I guess you can kinda tell what mood I'm in. Sitting on my bed with ACDC blasting in the middle of the night. Sigh. Horrid horrid me. Just watched Calvary AG's second night's performance. I'd admit it got me high the second time, because people like Euvin and Wen Yi makes watching people act so exhilarating. Plus the Michael Jackson dance. Whew! I'm bad, I'm bad... So hyper. Sigh. But so tired. Wish christmas actually meant less of present giving and card writing and this shallow "I hope I get ---- presents this year" and "why didn't she get me anything??". The gift seems to be worth more if it comes from the heart, rather than the occasion, if you get my drift. I don't see why this christmas has to be so stressful. (I'm broke :( ) But well, that's this year, and its too late to turn back. I'll try my best to make it through I guess. Here's to christmas. And being very much in need of me time. Just me and my ipod. But friend time comes first! Quick quick! Before our hols fly away! we won't lose now
And we can start beginningIn our hearts beginning Blooming out from all that shit you went through 'Cos I know I need you And I know you need me too We can all move now We won't lose now In love with Nizlopi(: YESTERDAY I rode a bike! Fell down a couple of times (to the horror of Ronald and Divi) but heck. Felt like I was flying. Good job Calvarites! All the best for your play today! Tong Building's last show. I'll be there at 9pm again. write me a song about mud, music and me. write me a song about this glastonbury. who?
Took this from Patricia's lj. 1. Type your answer to each of the questions into Flickr’s search. 2. Using only the images that appear on the first page, choose your favorite and copy and paste each of the URLs into the Mosaic Maker. (3 columns, 4 rows)  1. What is your first name? Liang Hwei. But my english name is Annie, so I used that instead. 2. What is your favourite food? Chocolate covered raisins. I always felt it cheated the health scale. The sinful with the health-freak's fantasy. They didn't give me any pictures of chocolate covered raisins, but there was this (apparently booze-soaked) apple pie, so I put that instead, cause I like apple pie too. 3. What high/secondary school did you attend? Singapore Chinese Girls' School. No other school felt more at home for me. This picture was Miss Heng's send off! Haha clar and I were on the stairs at the edge of the picture, getting a better view. 4. What is your favourite colour? A certain shade of yellow. I think its monica's influence, but suddenly I'm completely in love with it. Its the colour of my Paramore Shirt. 5. Who is your celebrity crush? Keanu Reeves. Ok, predictable. But you have to admit he looks gooood. 6. Favourite drink? Lime Juice. 7. Dream vacation? Margaret River. A little dream of taking a road trip with great music, wandering around the town, spending my days on the beaches and watching the waves crash on the rocks like anything. 8. Favourite dessert? A nice sorbet. 9. What do you want to be when you grow up? A mother, mostly. >.< 10. What do you love most in life? Being able to love. 11. One word to describe you? Moving. In whatever state I'm in, I'm moving. 12. Your Flickr name? I don't have one. Lol. So I just put 'none' to see what I could come up with. Hebrews 12:1-13
"Remember when I moved in youthe holy dove was moving too and every breath we drew was Hallelujah." The point of a blog is to be heard, and through the many years of experience blogging, I have learnt to chose what I post on this blog rather carefully. So when posts like this are put up, you know that I mean to put it up here, simply because I know I will be heard. Through the years, I have gone on a sine curve of confidence and bravery. Lately, however, I've become more and more timid, meaning I'm less inclined than I used to be to release very personal things about myself to even the closest of my friends. But as I take that step back from my friends, and watch them grow, you begin to see a pattern. And from a christian's perspective, this pattern reveals alot of God's planning in our lives. Others may count it as the way life works - that people begin to go through things that we go through, and we go through things other have went through. The circumstances vary, but the experience or the impact is the same, and the choices are the same. The more we get hit, the more we have to struggle to keep our psyche and our selves together and persevere. I'd admit now: I'm a horrible friend. I know nothing about helping people who come to me with problems that I've gone through, simply because most of them were dealt with by myself, so I don't know any other way about solving it other than getting on my two feet and walking on. When you mope enough, and you know that there's really nothing else you can do than get up on your feet and walk. I'm horrible at speaking too, simply because of my timidity, so if anyone's encountered silly ol' me, I'm so sorry. When people begin to criticize me for reacting to certain things differently or more quickly, and begin to slot me into stereotypes, think about this. I know what its like to mope for over a year, and make mistakes against people against it because of that, and that justifies my determination not to dig myself another hole and stay there. I have a psyche to move, and continue moving. And just because I may seem to move faster, doesn't make me any more callous than the next person. Things like this are beyond criticism. Each to their own. So to people with struggles and confusions in their lives, I will be honest with you. I offer no sympathy, no gold stars or "chicken soup for the soul". But What I offer is motivation, support and a helping hand. For those who believe in the living God, I would say to look to Him for guidance, and give all your troubles to Him. Only He know what lies ahead of you. And from experience, I would say this. In whatever you do, Fight. Fight your heart out until you get it. Remember those who love you, and fight for them, fight for yourself, and fight to repay their love for you. Because coming from a person who loves, nothing feels better or more rewarding than watching a person winning that fight, even if in their glory they forget your support. Fight, because you are who you are, and you deserve nothing less. I love you. Where's Fluffy?
If you hear chimes ringing at a far distance, and a single voice of an angel crying out with joy in a single, heavenly note, it is probably because I have seen the light. This is it, my friends. Liang has officially fallen in love with Vanity Fair. HAHA. Ok, that was definitely an over-exaggeration. But I have fallen for the Vanity Fair photographs. They all seem to be full of life and vibrance, like the people are still moving, going to stand up and just walk out of the page. Everyone looks GORGEOUS. But in light of the release of the Twilight movie coming out next week, here's a photo that I rather like.  Also, a song wishlist. Someone get me unique, classic, old, new ANYTHING. I need fresh music that isn't photocopied from each other. I need stuff that isn't radio music. I need infinite playlist stuff. Song Wishlist And believe me honeys, this isn't the full list. HAHA. And and and if anyone figures out the pattern in this list, let me know (: and I won't be the last to love him
You can't build a house of leavesAnd live like it's an evergreen It's just a season thing It's just this thing that seasons do Nothing like John Mayer in the morning... tagreplies I've been absent from this blog for a while (at least a while to me), so here's what I've been up to. - Made a new blog with Carine! (http://masquette.blogspot.com) Go take a look. I demand it. - Choir prac. Missed yesterdays one due to a migraine in the morning. I think I'm too used to it, so I didn't get an MC! Oh Dear! - Baby Craze at home! My brother and sunsun are expecting a girl come march! Awesome of awesomeness. - Today? Someone made me wake up too early. Darnit. - Shopping Abstinence. Sigh. Its harder than it sounds. - Lots of slacking. I wish the hols will never end. Well, despite my lack of revision, I still have my rather awkward attraction to maths, after I fondled Carine's math book yesterday. Sigh. Christmas shopping's gonna drain me dry. I'm wishing (I'm wishing) for the one I love.
Christmas Wishlist MemeStep One: * Make a post to your blog. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want. * If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you. * Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your post, so that the holiday joy will spread. Step Two: * Surf around your friends' blogs to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part: * If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use - or even know where you could get someone's dream pure bred Basset Hound for free - do it. * You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf - to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not - it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special. 1: A meaningful hug from someone who usually doesn't give out hugs (: 2: A new 2009 organizer that's small. 3: THAT YELLOW DRESS I SAW TODAY AT BUGIS. 4: Quality time with friends and family... 5: New Bible? (something special I guess. heh) 6: New jeans or shorts. 7: 8: A night on the beach. 9: Good grades? 10: An Ipod Classic That was surprisingly tough... I don't know, I've grown rather tired of receiving things from my friends, and now I'd really much rather spent more time with my friends. After awhile, you begin to realize that you lose the most when you start to lose friends. You lose touch, you see, with the ones you care for. You can't really be there for them anymore. Not really. So, yeah. No need to get me anything this christmas. But put up your christmas list! I dare ya. HEHEHE. something that makes you go haha.
"oh my gosh, look at my wrist, I've gotta go!" Haha. Dr Horrible is awesome. JK's back! Ok, so he's been back for awhile, but still its amazing stuff to see him. Well, truthfully the only reason I put this post here was to put up that first line. Haha. Nothing to wake me up like a little humor. Love this song. Ah I'm so obsessed. don't you go down
If all our life is but a dream, fantastic posing greedThen we should feed our jewelry to the sea For diamonds do appear to be Just like broken glass to me And then she said she can't believe Genius only comes along in storms of fabled foreign tongues Tripping eyes and flooded lungs Northern downpour sends its love Hey moon, please forget to fall down Hey moon, don't you go down Sugarcane in the easy morning Weather vanes my one and lonely The ink is running toward the page, it's chasing off the days Look back at both feet and that winding knee I missed your skin when you were east You clicked your heels and wished for me Through playful lips made of yarn that fragile Capricorn Unraveled words like moths upon old scarves I know the world's a broken bone But melt your headaches call it home Hey moon, please forget to fall down Hey moon, don't you go down Sugarcane in the easy morning Weather vanes my one and lonely cobiecobie
I think some of you might know, or even met, my beautiful dog (or technically my brother's dog, though he lives with me now), Cobie. He was a puppy bought from my brother's friends (who's westie and silky terrier had a litter of 6), and whom my brother named after the elusive Kurt Cobain. He's been with us since 2003, and has been in love with us since he moved in after my PSLE exams, despite our constant pestering and squeezing of his rather small frame. He's gained a bit of weight now, though, so I guess its not so bad.  This picture was taken in 2005 btw.  Likes to act like a cat.  Cobie's morning face.   Ok. So what spurred this sudden photo spam? Well, I was reading through the history of my brother Allen's blog, because I realized that I had missed out alot, and came across... Cobie's Puppy Photos! Kind of made me feel nostalgic, remembering when I was 12 and following this rather clumsy puppy around as he explored his to-be-new home for the first time. He wouldn't sleep until my brother got home, but I did the cleaning of the poop and such. Sigh.  Adorable, aint he? This was a very short time after he was born. A couple of months later and his fur grew to the silky, creamy long fur that you would see today. The silly thing still acts like a puppy though. When I came back from Japan, however, I was rather amused to be informed by Sunsun that he went to the groomer's and got all his fur shaved off! Oo. The poor thing had a ear infection and a rash due to the heat here, and so they decided to relieve him of his agony. He's alot happier now, though he does look quite scary at times, and has a perpetually shocked look on his face. Poor dear.
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I think I'm technology deprived. Oh gosh, I'm such a nerd. Femme nerd. Gosh. Stolen from Monica! Becuase I was bored. Its ok dear, I love you even when you're emo (: B. Tag 8 ppl to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These ppl must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. C. Continue this game by sending it to 8 other people: START- 1.What have you been doing recently? Touring Japan with very crazy people. Spending loadsa munneh, eating loadsa food, taking loadsa public transport. 2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off? Eh. No. Maybe during movies. 3.What happened at 10am today? Rushing through the airport. 4.When did you last cry? Today. I watched the sisterhood of the travelling pants 2 and Sixty Six on the plane. Don't laugh. 5.Believe in fate/destiny? I believe that things happen for a reason, but I believe that life is for you to shape. 6.What do you want in your life now? My friends and family to be happy. 7.Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood? Hood. Or just run in the rain. Bad habit. 8.Whats your favourite thing to have on your bed? A comfy blanket of sorts. 9.What bottoms are you wearing now? My favourite grey cotton shorts. 10.Whats the nicest thing in your inbox? (: email from someone. 11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated? Not intentionally. 12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone? I was. Carine's black jacket that I've been wearing for the last 10 days. 13.What was the last movie you caught? Sixty Six. Awesome stuff. 14.What are you proud of? Some of my friends and my family. Knowing the people I know. And being loved. I'm uber proud of that. 15.What does your oldest text message in your inbox says? HAHA something about male animals being attracted to my pheromones. 16.What was the last song u sang out loud? I think it was Daughters by John Mayer. On the plane with clar during landing. The air steward was trying not to look at us. 17.Do you have any nicknames? Liang. Liang Teh. Liang Liang. And many more. Recently, its mouse. Cause I nibble. 18.What does your last text message say? Spencer, asking me why I was homesick. 19.What time did you go to bed last night? Midnight Jap time, which should be 11 Singapore time? 20.Are you currently happy? Hahah I'm high but dizzy. I think that means I'm at least a little happy. 21.Who gives you the best advice? Currently its Spence. Many people give me great advice. I'm too stubborn to listen to it most of the time. 22.Do u eat whipped cream straight from can? Ew. No. 23.Who did you talk on the phone last night? No one. Japan. 24.Is something bugging you now? Eh. Yeah. 25.What/who was the last person to make you laugh? hahaha I don't remember. I laughed alot today. I think it might have been Auntie Rina. 26.Do you wear toe socks? I did in Japan! Haha they're super warm. 27.Who was the last person you missed a call from? Sunsun. 28.Have you ever had your heart broken? Yeah. 29.What annoys you most in a person? Not making sense. 30.Do you have a crush on someone? Hmm. 31.Have you ever done cocaine? NO. 32.What is the colour of your room? Grey. Different shades. 35.Who was the last person to lie in your bed? Me. I think. Unless someone lay on my bed when I wasn't around. 36.Who was the last person to hug you? Haha Celestyn. I demanded one from her before I left the airport. 37.Did you see the last person you kissed recently? 10 days ago. Is that recent enough? 38.Do you have a life? Haha I think so. I hope so. *frowns* 39.Have you ever thought someone died, when they didnt? For a split second. After a dream I had when I was 8. 40.What is the reason behind your profile song? I have a profile song? 41.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams? I don't remember. 42.Last time you smiled? At a message. 43.Have you changed this year? Yes. Very much. 44.What are you listening to rite now? The voice of my hyperactive brain. 45.Are you talking to someone while doing this? Nope. 46.Do you walk with your eyes closed or open? I think the chances of me crashing into things when my eyes are closed are higher. I don't like crashing into things. I get booboos. 47.Is there a quote you live by? "What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger." 48.Do you want someone you can never have? Yes. (maybe did?) And its torturous. 49.Have you ever played an instrument? Piano, Guitar. Tried the trumpet. Hahahaha. 50.What was the worst idea you’ve had this week? Hm. Lets bring 40,000 yen in a white envelope that people might think to be trash. Long story. 51.What were you doing last night at 11pm? Sleeping. Or singing weird theme songs with Clar and Celestyn in the dark under the sheets in the hotel room. 52.Are you happy with your love life rite now? (: 53.What song best describes your love life? Hahahaha I don't know. So tempted to say Taylor Swift. 54.Does the person know you like him/her? HAHA maybe not. 55.Who always makes you laugh? The person referred to in 54. 56.Do you speak other languages other than english? Chinese? Oh! I can speak a bit of jap now. 57.Favourite websites? My blog (buahaha) 58.Whats your middle name? Don't have one. 60.What do you think you are like? I think I'm too emotional sometimes, and rather insecure at times. And I trust my instincts a bit too much sometimes. 61.Who will you choose to die with? No one. If I die I rather not wish death on others. 62.Where have you been today? Hotel, Narita Airport, in the air, Changi Airport, Home. 63.What game do you play often? Game of Love!! *brings in Santana Solo* 64.Who are you missing now? Friends friends friends. 65.If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose? depends on the situation. 66.What are you doing right now? Quizzing. 67.Which primary school are you from? SCGS Primary. 68.Name 3 colours that you like? a certain shade of pink, yellow and black. 69.What emotion do you like to show? sleepy. Somehow. 70.What is your life to you? An adventure that's only getting started. A blank sheet to scribble on, making whatever mistakes so I can laugh about it when I'm old, wrinkly and hurting from backaches. homesick? japansick? simply sick?
No I'm not color blindI know the world is black and white Try to keep an open mind but I just can't sleep on this tonight Stop this train I want to get off and go home again I can't take the speed it's moving in I know I can't But honestly Won't someone stop this train Haha. Or, in our cause. "Stop this plane, I wanna get off and go back again..." Or whatever it was that we were singing that prompted that lovely image of our mega-heavy SQ plane stopping in the middle of the flight path to vertically crash into Malaysia. OUCH. Oh and that air steward that was super nice about the earphone barrier across the aisle as clar and I listened to her ipod. Hahah. Currently, I'm in a middle of a high that can't be traced. It could be the fact that I'm back home, with my bed and my new japan trip over, a little nostalgia that the trip IS over (awww) or the happiness of being able to eat hokkien mee once I got off. To add on to that, I've got post-turbulence headaches and super-high adrenaline that is quite worrying. In addition to being able to talk to certain peoples again.... The Excitement is too much to take. Seriously. So here's the quick overall. Japan was AWESOME. Except for the fact that we went to too many places in such a small time. I may be terminally insane now thanks to the two Cs, Celestyn and Clarissa, as well as the wonderfully crazy Lin family (thank you so much for everything!) and even Auntie Susan, who is clar's mom's friend living in Japan, with a spontaneous and cheery attitude and overall great guide to life in Japan. We visited a school and lived in an authentic jap home, experienced real tea ceremony and traditional performances, walking the Kyoto alleyways for thrift-shopping rode in a Shinkansen (bullet train), metro, train, cablecar, tram, bus which makes much the majority of the public transport. We took lovely photos with a total of 2 digital cameras and one DSLR and who knows how many memory cards, entered so many different worlds that we could never imagine entering. We lived in Ryokans, slept in Yukatas, bought Yukatas (the pretty ones) and experienced japanese gastronomy at its finest. Basically going past anything that a tour could ever give us. Amazing. That's not all really, but in order to explain the whole thing, I'd need to do a full recap complete with photos, so I'll wait for the photos to be done, as well as this high to be over before I start anything. Me, now? I am chubby because of the good food, skinny because I am tired, and exhausted because of all the drama experienced. A trip like this brings out alot in people, and I'm really glad that we managed to stick together through all the mess and make it safely back home. After being plunged and preoccupied with the Japan Experience for so long, coming back to the recession, the Mumbai attacks as well as the strike in Thailand (we actually met a woman stranded in Narita due to the strike. I hope she makes it back), I feel really blessed that we're still alright, being in a foreign place and now living in a relatively safe country. Trips like this really make you realize that anything can happen, and I really mean ANYTHING. Oh, and that I am a very forgetful girl. Lets leave it at that. In other news, Calvary has officially gone into camp, which means I can't see them :( Chances of going for Camper's Night are slim and I'm starting to miss the calvarites for some reason. I think its the timing as well as the sudden freedom in the holidays to basically catch up with my dear dear friends. But they're in camp. Agh. Okok. I'm going to high somewhere else. |