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So Apropos
Saw death on a sunny snowFor every life, forego the parable. Seek the light, my knees are cold. (Running home, running home) Go find another lover; To bring and- to string along. With all your lies, you're still very lovable. I toured the light, so many foreign roads For Emma, forever ago. |
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three days more! Iｌｏｖｅ ｙｏｕ ｇｕｙｓ．
Hai! (which means Yes where I am.)
Hello everyone! This is a purebred Singaporean that is feeling more and more Singaporean by the day. The weather is terrifically cold, but I guess we need a little break now and then from heat and humidity to let our skins rejuvenate and sparkle (not that mine is anyway.) Clar is damn noisy on the computer next to me, and is breaking my train of concentration, but I guess its just me being moneyminded about the 100yen per 10 minutes. I:ve spent it reading some rather amusing, but albeit heartwarming emails (that I have no time or money to reply to), and I fear I may eat into my 2nd hundred yen. I`m currently in Japan! If you haven`t already realized. Currently in Kuzatsu, onsenning (though to be perfectly open and honest, I am kind of detesting being a female as it prevents me from being in hot spring heaven). But the food is awesome, and Celestine, clar and I are going to return chubby but satisfied. Have been to Tokyo (wonderful Tokyo), Narita and Hakone, and Clar`s aunt Alice has brought a DSLR along! Unashamably I have been hogging it, so look out for many many pretty photos! (which I bet are all blur and way too dark). I am missing you all, but not enough to get you all souveniors. Hah. Too Bad. Next - Blue Label Shopping! Clar`s gone. Whew. If she accuses me of boy-watching here, she lies. LIES. and. em. those photos of high school jap boys are not there. Nope. Long Nights that you wished never happened. Oh, shit. I'm what's left, I'm what's right
I wish I wasn't so busy... I mean, gosh. I'm suppose to be on holiday. YOU'RE THE PRETENDER. *headbangs* Well. At least we get these little moments of fun. Heh. Broken Jigsaw Piece, anyone? I'm the one who's been missing you lately.
A little healthy confession.I've learnt the art of keeping this blog rather free of things I don't want people to know about (which I was hopefully useless at ages ago muahahaha). Not that I like anonymous taggers at any rate. But spam all you want. I'll just ignore you. Because, sometimes anonymity does have its justifications. Like little healthy confessions, such as this. For the first time in a while, I'm going to go for youth service. A little tough considering the time since the last time I've gone for one, so long in fact that I've forgotten when it starts. It lost its attraction, I guess, once you start feeling ridiculous, wandering around the place like a jobless person in an office. Sometimes you start wondering whether you're a fraud. But only when you forget what makes up a christian. So I'll go back today. And heck if I end up doing whatever. I need this. But truthfully? God's not in church. But the lie that He is there is rather justified. *thumbs up* becoming especially me.
 And You've got to, got to stand it alone through the sea of faces, you shone. you are annoying though.
ATTENTION. (sigh.)This is a public declaration that the person commonly known to the public as Liang does not hate Spencer, and that anything written in the previous post regarding the matter was written in a casual and careless manner and should not be taken into account against the person writing this public announcement. - Me. Hahaha. Take that, yanhao. In other words, Mr Toh taught the choir to read german today. Plus I watched Planet of the Apes for the first time. Ending was not expected. Yes, Me. Funny thing? That 'attn' was written in one sentence. c'mon over, c'mon over behbeh.
Stolen from Sara, because she believed in me. hahaha. 1) Do you always answer your phone? noo. I don't check messages sometimes too. Annoys people like crazy. 2) Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it? This has happened too often. Joshua Tay, my dear nephew. Asking if he can crash at my place for a couple of hours. 3) If you could change your eye color what would it be? I rather not freak people out. brown brown, lighter brown. Those that make you feel like you're sinking into them. *ahem* 4) Do u Like Dr Pepper ? never tried, but sounds gross. 5)Do you own a digital camera? yesh, but I can't find my charger. 6)Have you ever had a pet fish? I used to have my own tank! But I always forgot to feed, and the fish would go mad and jump out of the tank so people would step on them. 7) Favorite Christmas song? Haha don't laugh. Gloria in excelsis deo. 8) What's on your wish list for your bday? Quality time. In sooth. 9) Can you do push ups? hahaha I think so, but I don't do them. 10) Can you do a chin up? EH. 11)Does the future make you more nervous or excited? next year.... *headdesk* futurefuture is a mixture of both, but more excited. 12) Do you have any saved texts? Who are the senders? AHAHA. I think mostly Carine, cause she says the weirdest things. 13) Ever been in a spore flyer? No, but I don't see the appeal. Its effing ex. 14) Do you have an accent? YESH. Everyone has one. In chinese... I sound taiwanese to some. 15) What is the last song to make you cry? eh. Dismantle.Repair (acoustic) by Anberlin. 16) Plans tonight? HISTORY HOMEWORK. puh-lease! 17)Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? (ahahahaha rock without a bottom) eh, yesh. 18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday? Hm. Karaoke Package (but that was shared), Yoshinoya Meal, and a White Chocolate Dream Frap from Coffee Bean. 20) Current worry? Need to find time to do the things I wanna do. 21) Current hate right now? ANTS. eurgh. and spencer (no no I'm just kidding!) 22) Met someone who changed your life? haha a few. 23) How did you celebrated in the past New Year? (bad english). Eh I was in church, that silly solo, then sleepover at dv's 24) What song represents you? Haha. I don't know. But I'm hoping its not The Runaways. 25) Name three people who might complete this? maybe wendy, carine, and esther if she's still reading, but of course never publish. 26) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Surprisingly? No. As much as life is suckish, no. 27) Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? yeah. 28) Do you have any tattoo/piercing? I have piercings, but I'm too scared to get more. 29) Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now? hahaha hmmmm.... 30) Does anyone love you? yep. And I'm so blessed by all of them. 31) Would you be a pirate? So I can commandeer your heart? hahahaha. 32) What songs do you sing in the shower? I SING EVERYTHING. 33) Ever had someone sing to you? hahahahahahaha yes. 34) When did you last cry? eh oh. ehh yesterday. but I teared a bit. 35) What is in your pocket? No pockets. 36) Do you like to cuddle? yes! haha wanna give me one? 37) Have you held hands with anyone today? nope, not today. 38) Who was the last person you took a picture of? Carine and Clar, karaoke-ing. 40) How many TVs do you have in your house? two and a half. One doesn't really work. lol. 41) Are most of the friends in your life new or old? ehh. What's the criteria for new and old? 42) Do you like pulpy orange juice? yeah. its more exciting than the boring old pulpless. 43) What is something your friends make fun of you for? My extreme blur-ness and occasional bimboness. Spencer, particularly, makes fun of my flabs. 45) Do you like to play Scrabble? lol yes. Especially with Esther. 46) What are you saving your money up for right now? If I actually had the discipline to save up for something, gold haviannas and an Ipod Classic. Top of my wishlist. 47) When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly? last year? haha. 48) What song do you want played at your funeral? At first it was Mi Mancherai by Josh Groban, but now I'm feeling more I Believe by Spring Awakening, even if it is the song sang during the sex scene. 49) What were you doing 12 AM last night? Sleeping. 50) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up? Crap I'm awake. Lazy and Bored.
In (very) short. KTV today with Clar, Carine and Jo. Fun, super fun. But after fun, its sian. Super sian. Haha SWS? Choir tomorrow. Again. Do your homework. C'mon, I dare ya. Wendy and Sara: YAY JAMES MORRISON. DISGUSTING
Everyone remember Hot Dog Incident 1? Here's Hot Dog Incident 2. My maid brought in two hot dog buns into my room this morning before I left for choir today. In a rush, didn't eat them. When I came into the room tonight, I realized that they were still there. So, feeling peckish, I picked one up and happily munched on it, completely finishing it while facebooking. Then seeing the other one (still feeling greedy, silly me), picked up the other one to nibble on. But before I put it in my mouth... I SAW THE FREAKIN ANTS CRAWLING ALL OVER IT. I dropped it immediately. Then... I started to wonder if the one I ate had any ants on it at all... I mean, I ate very little for dinner and I had no lunch, I was quite hungry... I went to drink some water, because if I DID eat some ants, well, I don't want to know. EURGH. EURGH. No more food in my room. That is IT. Where are all these things COMING from?!?!?!? try a little priest, its too good at least
"Don't _______ a cow."LOL. Today was eventful. First, studied with Carine and Tanya (if the first post of the day didn't already suggest that) at T3, then ate at Popeye's. I seem to be the only person Carine or Tanya's ever met that thinks the stupid 'biscuits' taste gross. Went home to meet clar, and together we headed to our secret destination (ahem), and later had dinner with clar's mom and her giant group of giggly friends. We spent the entire time playing Taboo! Which is awesome fun with clar, because of all our little inside jokes and HP hints. Wed is Karaoke! Oh, and tomorrow is Choir. I don't remember the last time I sang properly. shucks. Tomorrow deh die, 4 hours leh. Its priest, try a little priest Its too good, at least Well, they don't commit sins of the flesh, so its pretty fresh. tis why I am hot. In sooth.
Studying history is a buff with carine's phone to facebook with... But I guess with crappy music in macs and SEA history, slack is the only alternative for survival. Sooo sick of radio music. VERY. lol. tanya is buying fries! I am tres bored. Have a good holiday everyone. Oh, and I love you. and you, and you, and you... BUAHAHA. tag replies
because. just because. clar: There’s no price to pay, when you give and what you take. That’s why it’s easy to thank you! You... I will always love you.... sara: haha hey babeee. missing me already (: *winks* monica: haha we live in holes! lol. I think D's perfectly fine. Must be my S ): I see lovers in the streets walking, Without a care. They're wearing out loud Like there's something in the air And I don't care They're treading lightly No they, don't sink in There's no tracks to follow They don't care where they're going And if they're lucky and they'll, They'll get to see and if they're Really really lucky they'll Get to feel And it kicks so hard, It breaks your bones. Cuts so deep It hits your soul. Tears your skin and Makes your blood flow. It's better that you know, That love is hard. Love takes hostages, Gives them pain. Gives someone the power to Hurt you again and again But they don't care And if they're lucky and they'll, They'll get to see and if they're Really really lucky they'll They'll get to feel. And if they're, they're truly blessed And they're get to believe And if you're dammed, you'll never Let yourself be diseased. And it kicks so hard, It breaks your bones. Cuts so deep It hits your soul. Tears your skin and Makes your blood flow. It's better that you know, That love is hard. Monifa the Pygmy Hippo
1. What are your favorite shoes? Yesyes, so someone got an S for Current Affairs. I'm stuck watching BBC News now, munching on Honey Stars. Been so bloody lazy to blog lately. But it can finally be said that HOLIDAYS are here. But work has to be done ): Ah well. All for As. In other news, Monifa the Pygmy Hippo is adorable like anything! you'll have me suicidal
when you say its over...PW is OVER. *hops around* Its finally gone and won't be back to bother us. I thought the presentation was ok, other than the fact that our video couldn't be played, and that we were using the wrong powerpoint slides. So what we got wasn't optimal or ideal, but I'm optimistic (: I thought we did well as a whole. Yay CJ006! gah I hate anonymous taggers. Ah well. Clar: Yes, I owe you a meal. For believing in you, and the ACS system. Gah. Pokepoke was BEAUTIFUL (: the little green thing. How can it not win hearts? spencer spencer spencer (divided by three): haha yes. check out the Compsognathus. Chicken Dinosaur. 3am and I...
I'm going for a sleepover at Monica's place tomorrow! I'm only just finishing my work. And it makes me wonder - Why don't I ever stay up this late during school term? *shrugs* Damnit. I want a hug from you babe. to the audience, hello.
Its a little too much, and a little too little. But its a little everything, if you think about it generally. Perhaps its these scars that sting so much, that I grow more prideful and demanding when I think of the things I have never gotten. Its become bitter, the meat has gone bad. Too bloody, perhaps. Too raw. Too xin. Just take me seriously. Look me in the eye and say you respect me. Because I already respect me, and I just want you to be worth my time. Too Frank? 10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now: - haha I saw right past you. Much apologies. - I owe you lunch. - No one's ever loved me as much as you have, and no matter how much anyone says they will, they never will. Not as much as you ever did. Thank you. - I wonder why you ever loved me. - I may not talk to you anymore, and you may not think I'm much of anything. But I just want to wish you all the best. You've done alot. - You know more than I realize you do. You once said I was like a mirror to you. I hope it stays that way. - After much deliberation, I've decided what I ever wanted from you. To love me for who I am, not who I fight to become because I want to earn your respect. - What happened to us? I missed who we used to be. I guess its my fault. I'm sorry. - Because of you, I feel like myself again. You gave me hope in myself, and I can never give you back as much as you did for me, whether you know you did or not. - You're a bit too scary for your own good. 9 things about yourself: - I like a certain kind of pink. - If I really don't wanna give up, I won't. - I'm very sian now. - I love musicals. - I want to make videos. Lol. - I'm female? - I make friends in odd ways. - Without studying, I have nothing to do. - I need to know the next thing I'm going to do most of the time. 8 ways to win your heart: - listen to me. - be able to engage in an intellectual conversation. - Have some sense of EQ. - Fun(: - enjoys literature - flowers? hahah happy flowers. - surprise me. I dare you. - This one's a secret. (: 7 things that cross your mind a lot: - what am i up to today? - what time is it? - huh? - I'm sleepy. - Have I forgotten something? - Lets ignore people and stone for a while. - Mmmm. now thaaat's nice. 6 things you do before you fall asleep: - think about falling asleep - will myself to fall asleep - what did I do today? - what am I doing tomorrow? - Hmm... I wonder if he... - Close my eyes. 5 people who mean a lot: - haha if you know you're suppose to be here, I'll give you a gold star and a bigo kiss. 4 things you're wearing right now: - SCGS cotton PE tee - army print boxer shorts LOL. - underwear - my new sunglasses (because they're awesome cool) 3 songs that you listen to often: - So Contagious, Acceptance - (enter Anberlin song here) - Elephants, Rachael Yamagata 2 things you want to do before you die: - publish a novel - raise a family. 1 confession: - I'm scared of people dying. you're so damn hot
I saw you slipping out the back door babyHm. A little organization goes a Looong way. Checklist: PW OP HSM&Sleepover with Monica! StellaJunx Dinosaur Watching hahaha. Baking Cookies with Clar? Lunch with Guojun! Kenneth needs some body butter. Winter Shopping Jeans Shopping NaNoWriMo. (SHIT today's the first! and I only have 400 words down! gasp) Carine when will we NaNo? Good. Now I won't forget. I refuse refuse to spend any time at home =( |